Hope is a promise…

I always thought “hope” was such an overblown term, such a falsified feeling. Till now.

Now I know hope is the only thing keeping us going on during hard times. It really is. No one can say or do anything that will make you feel better if you are on the age. It is such a strong feeling inside. There is no better tomorrow, till hope comes around. Hope is a promise, a goal. Hope opens us to new possibilities.

My chronic illness is killing me inside. Past days I have had so much negative thoughts, dark emotions. I truly wished I could vanish. In silence and dignity.

I can’t live my life with the body I have. My life was not ment to be that kind of horror. It was supposed to be magical. Not a battle against pain and fatigue every single day. But it is and will always be like that for ever. And some period of times, I don’t have hope. At all. And if there is no hope, there is nothing…

And still. There is beauty around us. Helping each other to see that beauty is a wonderful thing. Going trough it together is even more wonderful. Hope is a key concept to see that beauty even though life is hard on you…

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Pain is real, but so is hope.

4 thoughts on “Hope is a promise… Leave a comment

  1. Sweet Marta,
    Hope is the only thing that we have in LIFE …..
    When you are feeling so sad or so much Pain…
    Sometimes i ask myself …
    Why i am born ….
    To have so much sadness and pain in my life …
    But…..
    There is still Hope ….
    Love & Hope …..
    Thats whar we need…..
    I give you a big hugh and hope that you just feeling better for 1 minut in your mind !!!
    and put a smile on your lovely face …..
    Hope…..& …Love

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